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She described that day as "the day my world upended". Eight days later, Lee Anne revealed her shock at the devastating diagnosis that she had cancer that had already spread across her body and she had just a year to live.
Lee Anne wrote his words down: "I'm so sorry but the MRI shows you have cancer in both hips, pelvis, two places on right femur and lower spine!"
Gordon, from Glasgow, only discovered the diary after she died. Both he and her mum, Carol, who gave her the pink, leather bound book, have been too upset to open it.
that things were going so well.
"Gordon and I got engaged, he even gave me the most beautiful Ceylon blue sapphire and diamond engagement ring. It's safe to say I'm on top of the world."
Just a day after the funeral, devastated Gordon Gilmour allowed the Record to look inside the book that holds his fiancee's innermost thoughts as she was given the devastating diagnosis and looked death in the face.
Lee Anne didn't give up and called the hospital to demand an urgent appointment, which she got within days.
She began the diary the day she got back from the holiday of a lifetime in Dubai and Sri Lanka, where Gordon proposed on her birthday, on June 23 last year.
Last Saturday, days after her final entry in the book, the 30 year old nurse died after a courageous battle with aggressive breast cancer.
She told how the doctor broke the news to her while in hospital with her mum.
She told how she phoned her GP and asked for her appointment to be speeded up after raising concerns but was assured that it was nothing to worry about.
watching her family crumble before her eyes.
She brought her wedding day forward to May 26 and, as time began to run Louboutin Sneakers Price
Three days later she went to the doctor after finding an orange sized lump on her right breast. The doctor initially failed to take it seriously, leading to a delay in getting treatment.
In the end, she was wearing the dress as she was taken to Daldowie crematorium in Glasgow on Thursday, her coffin carried by the horses.
She also wrote a Facebook journal, Lee Anne's Journey, which was followed by thousands of people from as far away as Australia.
out, she bought a wedding dress, booked a venue and a horse drawn carriage for the day.
She wrote: "The year 2012, 30 years old, NHS staff nurse in a busy vascular ward at the Western Infirmary.
The diary, which she regularly updated at home and in her hospital bed, gives intimate details of how she struggled with the thought of dying so young, the pain she had to endure and Christian Louboutin Pumps Beige
"Life's good, great Green Christian Louboutin even. Sri Lanka/Dubai for my 30th birthday.
"The appointment will take 3 6 weeks. Maybe the doctor's right but I have a sick sense this is more than cystic."
WHEN bride to be Lee Anne McFarlane began her secret diary, she was on top of the world and looking forward to the best day of her life marrying her fiance.
Many entries in her diary talk about her close relationship with her mum, her "baby", Gordon, and Sharon (SJ).
It is a story she wanted you to read. It is one of courage, thoughtfulness and kindness as she fought the battle of her life.
She also wrote about her joy at her best pal Sharon Jane Stewart's wedding on April 10, which she managed to attend despite being in terrible pain.
She wrote afterwards: "The locum thinks it's a cyst as I'm only 30 but has agreed to refer me over to the breast clinic for a check.
It was her dying wish that her diary and journal would be used to send a message to young women not to be fobbed off by doctors like she was in the initial stages of cancer.
She wrote: "Deep down, I already knew. I just never realised the extent."
The decision to share Lee Anne's thoughts with Record readers was not an easy one for her loved ones.
We reveal her hidden thoughts as her world was torn apart and life stolen from her
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